Like that you arent really an alvoholic if you fdrink with friends but when ew go out you realise that you're always drinking alone. You're alwasy dirnking alone. I don't even know if the people at this party are really people or if they're jsut the ivoice is in the heads agin. Even if there are peopela roudn you look around and there aren't people tehre. Is there anyone around? Oh good Jay is here. As long as Jay is here it'll be okay.
God hzie as drunk wayy too mucha again. Looks liek zie's about too puke, or fuck zis bleeding.
We'll eb back later, I swear. Blood and puke, jsut a regualr Saturday afternoon, right.